how to save a life

okay lovers!
this is my new sanctuary now =)
i can now (hopefully!) remain anonymous (to those who dont know it's me! =P) and carry on with my life sanely, por favor! =)

anyways!
for the past two weeks, im been having really crazy, stupid dreams every night, and a few different dreams at that.
the dreams are usually quite gross (non-sexual, sigh) and sadistic.
and the irritating part is that i keep thinking of the bits and pieces throughout the day!
sheesh!

anyway!
moving on to happier things,
happy birthday to my one of my oldest and darlingest friend!
may allllll your wishes & dreams come true with abundant of good luck, health and prosperitayyyyy! =P
love youuuuuu!
cant wait to see you and all the others =)

anyway, i wanna rant a lil about Eat, Pray, Love.
I met my cousin that day for coffee and she was telling me how much she loved the movie and how she felt connected to Liz Gilbert's character. She even cried during the movie and rushed to buy the book right after the movie.
lol.
but i didnt wanna be such a bytch and totally condemn the movie cos i guess everyone has their own opinion and whatnots.
i just told her what i told everyone else.
that the movie was OKAY. i didnt particularly like the ending.
maybe the travel-round-the-world thing was cool but it wasnt a big deal for me cos i watch TLC like 24/7 at home hahah.
but julia roberts, no doubt, did a fantastic job.
she's bloody gorgeous, that i admit.
i HATED james franco's character omg hateeeeee!
hahhah

anyway
i've been bumming around for nearly 2 months now.
thats bad!
no income and getting fatter! shheshhh.
but i need to finish up this driving shyt before anything else and i dont know why the process is taking so damn long!
and my phobia towards it is not helping!
sigh.
and im all broke now cos i used my salary to pay for it! =(

anyway!
im gonna be a vegetarian for the next 9 days for some prayers.
its a normal tradition that happens every year and i dont know why i instantly start craving for carnivorous crap the second i start the deal.
zzz!

have a good weekend!

p/s: i know this is (super) corny but i'm gonna miss my old blog. it contains so muchhhhh of my shyt hahaha and i think it's time to leave those shyt behind. i mean, the good parts will always be with me but the bad stuffs, i think i really wanna leave it behind. i'm still deciding whether or not to delete it but i think i'll prolly leave it inactive. yeah, for my mum to stumble upon it 30 years later. hahah. i think it's best i delete it then! i really considered not having a blog at all, lol, but fail la! i just love to rant and rant AND RANT! =P and i dont know if i've mentioned this before, i prolly would have lol; but my previous blog's title, too close for comfort, its actually from Rihanna's Disturbia lyrics. I am trying to figure some uber cool title for this blog but kinda brain dead at the moment. hehe. so temporarily, it shall be named after another song!